Random (maybe not) thoughts

Drawing a blank. So pissed at colleagues and fellow Haitians in general that I can’t function properly; hard to focus on work; can’t really enjoy a movie; no libido; hell, I ain’t even interested in gaming!!! Imagine that!!!!! Me…….not interested in gaming. All I have is my fury. Fury at my powerlessness… fury that doing things the “right” way, seems so wrong to everybody else! Fury at myself for being who I am. If I was born here, what happened along the way to make me so different? Why couldn’t I just be “one of them”? If that were so, maybe I’d be happier; be married by now; have kids (yes, plural). Wouldn’t I?

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